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cybermule ([personal profile] cybermule) wrote2006-10-05 06:18 pm
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One small step for hankind

As far as I'm concerned, I'm being paid to spend 10 hours a day listening to Personal Jesus on my MP3 player. My hands pretty much work themselves these days.

Which is a sad inditement of the challenge I get from my work. Leading to a fairly reliable performance indicator of my error rate.

I can do it with my eyes closed and one hand tied behind my back, so I frequently do... just for kicks.

I've put in a formal warning to my line manager that I'm stressed. A big step for me. I've told my family that I can't cope any more, and they're broadly sympathetic.

I have three options, which will pan out over the next month or so.

So I'm chipping away at the oppressive block in my life.

[identity profile] aras-55555.livejournal.com 2006-10-05 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Expressing your real thoughts to people who don't want to hear it is difficult. But sometimes it's not just a better choice, but a matter of survival :)

[identity profile] cybermule.livejournal.com 2006-10-05 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I feel better for it - at least they can't say I didn't warn them!

[identity profile] jo-kat.livejournal.com 2006-10-06 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
It's never pleasant having to reveal your human vulnerabilities to a line manager. They're usually ill equipped to cope and it sends them into a panic. But that's because all of a sudden it's their problem and not yours any more. Feel that burden lifting! :)

I have three options, which will pan out over the next month or so

Oooh... do tell! **curious**

[identity profile] cybermule.livejournal.com 2006-10-06 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
LOL - I'll tell soon. I need to put the work in first!