"Related to that (and something I'm very excited about) is the opportunity to possibly grab a local allotment that will let me have bees and chickens." Bees AND chickens...happy chickens? That totally rocks!!!! :D
"I feel mostly ok, in that I don't feel ok but know that not feeling ok is ok" That pretty much hits the nail on the head hon. It is ok not to feel ok and you can still be ok within that in a general way even though in so many other respects you're not ok. The circumstances you've had to deal with hon are above and beyond most peoples normality pentameters. I have nothing but admiration for how well you have held yourself and life together throughout.
"I forgot how much fun that sort of hard maths was." I do love you :)
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Date: 2009-12-23 07:17 pm (UTC)Bees AND chickens...happy chickens? That totally rocks!!!! :D
"I feel mostly ok, in that I don't feel ok but know that not feeling ok is ok"
That pretty much hits the nail on the head hon. It is ok not to feel ok and you can still be ok within that in a general way even though in so many other respects you're not ok. The circumstances you've had to deal with hon are above and beyond most peoples normality pentameters. I have nothing but admiration for how well you have held yourself and life together throughout.
"I forgot how much fun that sort of hard maths was."
I do love you :)