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[cybermule]

Fairly busy day at work, but managed to squash stress to an acceptable level. Repeat to self, "I will not let the bastards grind me down" :) Other than that I've been spending a fair amount of time posting to my favourite Yahoo group. It went dead for a while, but has sprung back to its former happy chatty self and is a great source of company and therapy.

Currently investigating lucid dreaming. I've been having some seriously bad nightmares recently. Maybe lucid dreaming isn't the answer to the problem, but I probably need to try and work through some issues and it seems as good an avenue as any other right now. I'm unwilling to go down the paths of happy tablets or therapy - all I need to do is rediscover my ability to be relaxed and happy.

On a less angsty note, I finished planting out my new plants. Steph's mom is obsessed with lavender, and I seem to be suffering from her overflow, but it does smell nice I guess :D The hosta and ferns in the corner seem to have benefitted from a liberal dose of slug pellets, and the foxglove has shot up. When it all dies back in the Autumn, I'm going to cover the space with rocks and pebbles to squish next year's weeds and keep back the slugs in a chemical-free way. Also, my compost bin seems to have been taken over by ants :(

And NeverWinter Nights is soon available on Linux:

http://www.tuxgames.com/details.cgi?gameref=62&id=539587&nc=1057608406

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Re: I'm not joking

[cybermule.livejournal.com]

Ooo - thanks so much, Apel. I did water it in hope of drowning the little sods, but you've relieved my compost related worries so much! Thanks :)