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Happy Hallowe'en :)
Nov. 1st, 2003 01:25 amBloink. Ate a piece of rather sugary hallowe'en cake. Now I feel queasy.
Managed to avoid the trick-or-treaters by going for a curry with some friends. They came back to my place after for coffee, and for some reason I feel a bit weird about this. I guess it's just that I'm very private about my house. Just my brother, my mom and my friend Mark and his GF have visited, and I like it that way. I don't know why. Partly that my house is a very individual statement of me and my tastes I guess, and I get paranoid about people getting that insight into my character. Also because I'm not particularly tidy, I don't dust, I decorate in strong colours, and I have a right mishmash of bits and pieces.
OK - I'm tired. This isn't making any particular sense. I'm slowly getting used to just being me and letting people like me (or not) for being myself. But I emphasise the "slowly" part of that.
Oh well - they liked my cat :)
Managed to avoid the trick-or-treaters by going for a curry with some friends. They came back to my place after for coffee, and for some reason I feel a bit weird about this. I guess it's just that I'm very private about my house. Just my brother, my mom and my friend Mark and his GF have visited, and I like it that way. I don't know why. Partly that my house is a very individual statement of me and my tastes I guess, and I get paranoid about people getting that insight into my character. Also because I'm not particularly tidy, I don't dust, I decorate in strong colours, and I have a right mishmash of bits and pieces.
OK - I'm tired. This isn't making any particular sense. I'm slowly getting used to just being me and letting people like me (or not) for being myself. But I emphasise the "slowly" part of that.
Oh well - they liked my cat :)
