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[cybermule]

LATE EDIT TO AVOID POSTAHOLISM - someone lent me their Eddie Izzard "Sexie" DVD *yay-bounce*... extremely funny androgynous men - it just doesn't get better than that 8D


Heheh - there's a huge pool on the university campus, next to the path which I use to walk from the train station to work. Normally there's just a tiny culvert-type thing, but with all the recent rain, it's backed up and made quite a decent size pool :)

I started taking St John's Wort again - maybe it's just a placebo, but without it, I seemed to descend into a spiral of crankiness and bad psychological habits. I'll try again on the emotional reprogramming, then give up the herbal happy pills. Much better plan... *nods firmly*

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[cybermule.livejournal.com]

Thank you - I really appreciated that reply :) Sometimes it's very easy to feel a bit hopeless, like you'er the only person who gets depressed or cranky. And the bitter angriness is something I particularly hate in myself :(( I think you totally hit the nail on the head - I'd rather have the extremes (including the lows), than be all muffled up emotionally. As for the anti-depressants - well, I watched my dad take every which kind of happy-tablet for 30 years, and I barely saw him happy. So I'd rather just take my own chances :)